Me And My Babiie Ricardo

                        I Love You Chulo !!

                      Happy Valentine's Day !!

February 14, 2006         

                                  ..:Song: One Wish {Remix}::.

                                                     .::By: Ray J Ft/Paris::.

             The Autoshow In Chi-Town

      My Boyz .. Insane Ballin

                                   HERE ARE SUM PiCZ FROM FRiDAY ..

       Me And My Babiie at Azteca

        Lorena .. Me .. And My  Girl .. Heather

                          Me And Lil Alex

                                         DUN WE LOOK OsO KKUTE ?? i WUV U ALEX !! MUAH !!

FEBRUARY 9, 2006

                                                               ...::SONG: NOCHE DE SExXxO::...
                                                     .::BY: WiSiN Y YANDELL W/ AVENTURA::.

HEY PPLZ .. WUT iT DO ?? ME NUTHiN JUSS HERE CHiLLiN LIKE A ViLLiAN .. MONTEZ iS COMiNG
TOMORROW !! LOL .. i KNO iM SLOW .. BUT iTZ GONNA BE BUMPiN .. OFCOURSE i GOTTA GO WiF MY BABiiE RiCARDO .. SO ALL DA HATERZ CAN HATE .. LiKE ALWAYZ .. GUESS WUT ?? i GOT i.B.S AGAiN !! MAN DAT
SUX !! BUT LAST TiME iT WASNT DAT BAD WE WUZz PiMPiN DAT i.B.S .. HEHEHE .. J/K NAW BUT iT WUZ
HELLA FUN !! i HAD MY GiRL HEATHER DiAZ DERR N SUM DUDES .. BUT i DUNNO WHOS GONNA BE DERR
NOW .. BUT iTZ WUTEVER .. WELL i GOTTA GO SO HOLLA AT UR GiRL N DROP DEM PROPZz LiKE iTZz HOT !!
LOL !! *iM SLOW*

             HERES A PiC OF YESTERDAY .. ME N MY BABiiE RICARDO WENT OUT TO EAT ..

THiZz iS ME .. MARiCRUZ .. N ROSA AT COMALES ON SATURDAY BEFORE GOiN TO AZTECA WHiCH WUZz
L.A.M.E !! BUT iTZz ALL GOOD .. i ENDED UP CRUNK AS HELL .. HEHEHE !! WE LOOK LiKE S.H.i.T !!

  FEBRUARY 2, 2006                                      

                                                                     ...:SONG: OH GiRL:...
                                                                     .::BY: PAUL WALL::.

      Yesterday Was 4 Months For Me And 

                  !! DATZz FOR ALL DA FUKKiN HATERZz !! COUGH .. J_TOWN_HATER .. COUGH !!

JANUARY 30, 2006

 ...:SONG: PERFECT MAN:...
        .::BY: NBRiDAZ::.

WUT iT DO PiMPZ ?? ME NUTHiN JUSS BEEN CHiLLiN .. iM NOT REALLY GONNA UPDATE JUST DROPPIN BY
 TO SAY Hi TO ALL MY GiRLZ N ALL MY BOYZ .. HOLLA BAQ N DROP DEM PROPZ .. MUAH !!

                                      i wonder
                     i wonder if he thinks bout me  ???
             i wonder if he misses me when im gone ???
            i wonder if he smiles when when i call him??
                i wonder if he means what he says ???
                          i wonder if he loves me 2 ??
                                     i wonder ????

   FiND A GUY WHO CALLS U BEAUTiFUL .. iNSTEAD OF HOT .. A GUY
WHO CALLS U BACK WHEN U HANG UP ON HiM ..WHO STAYS AWAKE 
    JUST TO WATCH U SLEEP .. THE BOY WHO KiSSES UR FOREHEAD .. 
    WHO WANTS TO SHOW U OFF TO THE WORLD !! WHO HOLDS UR 
    HAND iN FRONT OF HiS FRiENDS .. WHO THiNKS UR JUST S PRETTY
WiTH OUT MAKEUP ON .. THE ONE WHO iS CONSTANTLY REMiNDiNG 
 YOU ABOUT HOW MUCH HE CARES ABOUT YOU .. AND HOW LUCKY 
                                              HE iS TO HAVE YOU !!

 JANUARY 14, 2006

                                                                ...:SONG : MAMASiTA:...
                                             .::BY: BABY BASH & MARCOS HERNANDEZ::.

HEY SPiCS & NiKKAZ .. HEHEHE .. iM J/P !! GUESS WUT ?? MY MAMii VERONiCA LUNA iS HAViNG HER BABY TODAY !!!!! GOOD LUCK WiF DAT .. N U KNO iTZ z GONNA BE A KUTE ASS LiL NENA .. i'M SO HAPPY FOR
HER .. AYE GiRL THANX FOR DA COMMENTS DEY HELPED ME OUT WHEN i NEEDED iT DA MOST !! YOUR COOL AS HELL N i WiSH U NUTHiN BUT DA BEST.. N U RiTE DEM HOEZz AiNT WORTH iT .. HEHE !! THANK
FOR ERRYTHiNG ..

MAN iM SO PiSSED i GOT i.B.S TUESDAY .. DATZz BOGiSH !! BUT AT LEAST i GOT iT WiF MY GiRL HEATHER .. WERE GONNA BE PiMPiN DA WHOLE ROOM !! HEHE ..J/P !! N i ALSO GOT DETENTiON
WEDNESDAY AiNT DAT ABOUT A BiTCH .. WELL i AiNT GOT MUCH TO SAY SO LEAVE ME SUM
LOVE .. AiiGHT ?? '1'

                                                                  ~ ALiCiA ..N.. RiCARDO ~ 

                                                                         EST .10.01.05.

                                            HATE ON DAT HOEZz ..HEHE !! J/P .. DUN HATE !!

I Love My Babiie Boii Ricardo

                                                                         *MUAH*

AS i LAY THERE iN YOUR ARMS i DREW THE LETTERS
i LOVE YOU ON YOUR BACK // THiNKiNG YOU WERENT PAYiNG ATTENTiON // THEN YOU LOOKED AT ME && SAiD i LOVE YOU TOO  <33

.. i CANT TALK TO YOU ANYMORE
iTZz NOT THAT iM MAD AT YOU
iTZz JUST THAT WHEN i TALK TO YOU
i REALiZE HOW MUCH i LOVE YOU
AND WHEN i REALiZE HOW MUCH
i LOVE YOU i REALiZE i CANT HAVE YOU 
AND THAT JUST MAKEZz ME
LOVE YOU EVEN MORE ..

TELL ME YOU'VE HAD TROUBLE SLEEPiNG .. THAT YOU TOSS && TURN FROM SiDE TO SiDE .. THAT iTZz Mii FACE YOU SEE iN YOUR DREAMZz AT NiGHT .. TELL ME THAT YOU WAKE UP CRYiNG && YOU'RE NOT EXACTLY SURE WHY .. TELL ME THAT SOMETHiNG iS MiSSiNG iN YOUR LiFE .. TELL ME THAT YOU LiVE TO BE WiF ME && THAT FOREVER iS NOT ENUFF .. TELL ME THAT YOU'VE WAiTED ALL YOUR LiFE TO SEE ME .. THAT YOU WANT SO BADLY TO BELiEVE iN US .. TELL ME iTZz NOT JUST ME ..

                      DEAR TUMMiE ..
               SORRY FOR DA KNOTS
                  DA FRONT FLiPS AND
         DA BUTTERFLiES BUT iTZz ALL
                    HiS FAULT -- i SWEAR

                         I T00K A RIDE T0 THE CITY,
                    HAD T0 GET 0UT 0F THIS PLACE.
                      I JUST CAN'T STAND THE PITY
              WHEN THE TEARS FALL D0WN MY FACE.

iF i WUZz DROP DEAD GORGEOUS, PERFECT, & i COULD HAVE N E GUY i WANTED .. iD STiLL PiCK YOU ..  

THE MORE GUYZz ii MEET
THE MORE i REALiZE i
ONLii WAN TO BE WiF U <3

SAYiNG GOODBYE iS NOT DA HARDEST PART OF BREAKiNG UP .. 
iTZz SAYiNG HELLO AGAiN THE NEXT DAY & REALiZiNG HE'S 
A TOTALY DiFFERENT PERSON . . </3

,-.,.-,
`·.·´
i THiiNK iLL GO ANTi-LOVE  
WHO REALLY NEEDZz iT ??
BUTTERFLiES iN DA TUMMY
HEARTS SKiPPiNG BEATS
THAT CANT REALii BE SAFE ..

DEAR GiRL,
i THiNK iTZz TiME FOR YOU TO JUST LET GO OF HiM. HE HAS HURT YOU N ME TOO
MUCH .. JUST LET DA MEMORiES FADE .. iT'S TiME TO LEAVE HiM BEHiND .. i KNO iT WiLL BE HARD BUT iTZz
 FOR DA BEST .. TRUST ME .. JUST KEEP TRYiNG...
LUV ALWAYZz
YOUR HEART <3

& i HOPE AFTER YOU'VE SEEN DAT Mi HEART HAS HEALED
iM NOT CRYiNG N E MORE & iVE EVEN MOVED ON
DAT YOU'RE SiTTiNG ALONE WONDERiNG  "WHY ON
EARTH DiD i EVER LET HER GO ??"

EVENTUALLY EVERY GUY TURNS OUT DA SAME
THEY'RE JUST JERKS WHO MAKE YOU CRY
YOU GOTTA DRY YOU'RE TEARS 
FiX YOU'RE HEART & MOVE ON FOR DA NEXT GUY  
DAT WiLL BE EXACTLY DA SAME
AS DA REST OF THEM

WANTED:
1 BOi WHO WiLL MAKE Mi DREAMS COME TRU ..
1 BOi WHO WiLL LOVE ME NO MATTER WUT i DO ..
SUM 1 DAT i CAN HUG .. WHO WONT BREAK Mi HEART ..
SUM 1 WHO WiLL KNO HOW TO TREAT ME RiTE FROM DA START ..
iF U CAN FUFiLL Mi WiSHES, PLEAZzE --
LET ME KNO ..

 i CAN FORGiVE BUT NOT FORGET
& i HOPE U KNO U LOST Mi  
[ R E S P E C T ]

NO i DUN MiSS U .. i MiSS WHO i THOUGHT YOU WERE .. i MiSS DA GUY WHO USED TO BE DERR FOR ME ERRYDAY .. DA WUN WHO CHASED ALL Mi FEARS AWAY N TOLD ME ERRYTHiNG WUZz GOiNG TO  BE OKAY .. THAT'S DA GUY i MiSS .. i CANT MiSS U .. i DUN EVEN KNO WHO U ARE N E MORE .. 

iTs NOT UP TO ME N E MORE
iF U WANT ME iN UR LiFE
YOU'LL FiND A WAY TO PUT ME DERR ..

SOMEONE ASKED ME, "WHY DO YOU LiKE HiM SO MUCH?
BUT BEFORE i COULD EVEN REPLY, Mii BESTFRiEND PUT HER HAND OVER Mii MOUTH & SAiD,
 "DUN EVEN GET HER STARTED." <3

When are you finally going to find out
that all those love quotes in my profile
* w h e r e  a l l  a b o u t  y o u *

i'm moving on, but i'm not letting go

its not that im mad at you..
i just wished and hoped so hard,
that you would be the one thing i could truly
» count on «

 

every guy is famous for these words;
"trust me , im different"
but its funny how we believe them every time.... VERY F***iiN TRU!

 

 You know what? Go date all those girls.
go date whoever your little heart desires.
because eventually when you're done
with all those girls and you find out none
of them really loved you, you're going
to think about me, and how much I loved
you. You never even gave me one chance,
one little try, and you're going to want a
try. But you know what? I'm not going to
w a i t    a r o u n d

 

I only have two words for you... i'm done. After everything i've done for you, every chance that i gave you -- you still break my heart, everytime. But it's over now. I finally realized that i dont deserve this, honestly.... you dont deserve me. Yeah i still love you, i probably will for a long time....but i cant stay here anymore, it hurts too much. I guess this is moving on...

 

when you look in your rearview mirror,
i hope you see me & all the stuff we
did when we were back there together...HEHEHE!!

 

She closes her eyes,
as her makeup runs
He got the best of her AGAiN

 

 *somehow you always end up running
through my head don't ask me why ,
after all the lies i don't know why i
still care anymore but somehow i just
can't let go. maybe it's the thought of
you coming back one day but you
better have a clue && realize i have
feelings too, it's not always about you..*

 

was it fun to watch me fall apart ? - -

 

you came into my world that
summer && taught me about
the importance of letting go *

 

in this weird  twisted way i know you miss
me, not because i want to believe it but
because you will never find a girl that will
put up with you like i did

 

DECEMBER 31, 2005

                                                                        ...:SONG: DEJALA VOLAR:... 
                                                                              .::BY: TiTO "EL BAMBiNO"::.

                                                                         *ONE OF THE TOUGHEST PARTS 
                                                                       OF LiFE iS DECiDiNG WHEN TO
                                                                              GiVE UP OR TRY HARDER`*

DECEMBER 26, 2005

                                                           ...:SONG: ESO EH:...
                                                          .::BY: ALEXiS Y FiDO::.

MONDAY - HHHHEEEEEYYYYY !!!!! WUT iT DO PiMPZz ?? ME NUTHiNG JUST HERE CHiLLiN .. A LOT OF SHYT BEEN GOiN ON .. BUT iM TOO LAZY TO UPDATE .. LOL !! MERRRY -LATE- xXxMAS HOES !! WELL iM JUST STOPPiN BY TO LEAVE SUM QUOTES FOR U PEOPLES ..

                                                 !! i WiSH i WAS SANTA KUZ DEN iD KNOW WHERE
                                                                     ALL DA NAUGHTY BOYS LiVE !!

                                            i WAS OUTSiDE COUNTiNG DA SNOWFLAKES && MATCHiNG
                                      EACH WUN WiF A REASON WHY i LOVE YOU .. i WAS DOiNG GOOD
                                                                UNTiL i RAN OUT OF SNOWFLAKES <3

                                                    TRUST ME HiGHSCHOOL ENDS .. YOU GRADUATE
                                                       && U GET AWAY FROM ALL DA PEOPLE DAT
                                                    U NEVER WANNA SEE AGAiN .. iTS ALL GOOD !!

                                                                iF iM A BiTCH, DEN UR A BiTCH
                                                       UR MOM'S A BITCH FOR HAViNG A BiTCH
                                                         UR DAD'S A BiTCH FOR FUKiNG A BiTCH 
                                                            WHO'S DA BiTCH NOW .. BiTCH ??

                                                  .....DERR'S A REASON WHY GUY && LiE RHYME.....

                                                          iT'S UNBELIEVEABLE BUT i BELIEVED YOU ..
                                                         iT'S UNFORGiVEABLE BUT i FORGAVE YOU ..
                                                              iT'S UNFORGETABLE BUT i FORGOT ..
                                                                  iT'S iNSANE WHAT LOVE CAN DO 
                                             THE WAY iT KEPT MAKiNG ME COME BACK TO YOU ..
                                      iT'S iRREPLACEABLE .. BUT TRUST ME .. iLL REPLACE YOU ..
                                                           NOW iM STANDiNG ON MY OWN .. AHA !!

                                                         --- » ALL A GiRL R E A L L Y NEEDS « ---
                                                                     3> iS A HAND TO HOLD 3>
                                                           ...AND A HEART TO UNDERSTAND...
                                                            --- » Y O U GAVE ME B O T H  « ---

!!MPORTANT NOT!!CE : !! D!!D NOT MAKE D!!Zz UP !! GOT !!T FOM CRAZzY ASS VALER!!E ..

THERE WAS CUCUMBER, A PICKLE, AND A PENIS SITTING AROUND TALKIN ABOUT HOW THERE LIVES SUCKED. THE CUCUMBER " MAN, MY LIFE SUCKS. WHEN I GET BIG, FAT, N JUICY, THEY CUT ME UP N STICK ME ON A SALAD. "THE PICKLE LOOKS AT HIM AND SAY."U THINK U GOT IT BAD ? WHEN I GET BIG, FAT, N JUICY, THEY STICK ME, IN VINEGAR PUT SPICES ON ME, N STICK ME N A JAR. " THE PENIS LOOKS AT HIM N SAYS, " U THINK U GOT IT ROUGH? WHEN I GET BIG, FAT, N JUICY, THEY STICK A RUBBER TRAP ON MY HEAD, STICK ME IN A DARK ROOM AND BANG MY HEAD AGAINST THE WALL UNTIL I THROW UP N PASS THE FUCK OUT!!!! ....PASS DIS SHIT.... IF UR NOT LAME SEND THIS TO EVERYONE ON UR LIST

 

i HAVE A NEW XANGA SO YALL CAN STOP BY N SHOW SUM LOVE !! *MUAH*

.11.19.05. {{SATURDAii}}

                                                              ...:SONG: SOMETHiNG ABOUT YOU:...
                                                                      .::BY: NB RiDERS F/ DYABLO::.

WUT iT DO PiiMPZz ?? ME NUTHiiN JUST GETTiiNG READY TO GO TO AZTECA TONiiTE !! SUPPOSEDLY iiTZz GONNA BE JUMPiiNG .. iiTZz GONNA BE TiiGHT KUZz ALL Mii GiiRLZz ARE GONNA GO .. MAN ii WUZz GONNA UPDATE BUT ii REALiiZED ii HAVENT REALLY BEEN UP TO N E THiiNG .. LOL !! iiM REALLY HYPER RiiTE NOW .. DATZz Mii EXCUSE .. HEHEHE !! ON SUNDAii ii WENT OUT TO EAT WiiF Mii BABiiE .. DEN WE WENT BACK TO HiiS HOUSE N CHiiLLED WiiF HiiS FAMiiLY .. DEYRE KOOL AS HELL .. BUT DATZz ABOUT iiT .. DEN ON MONDAii -- ME ..N.. YESENiiA DiiTCHED 3RD PERiiOD .. WE WENT OUT TO EAT .. iiT WUZz HELLA FUN BUT iiT WUZz REALLY COLD !! SO DAT SUXED ..N.. DEN ON TUESDAii -- WE DiiTCHED 4TH PERiiOD N WENT OUT TO EAT AGAiiN .. BUT DATZz ABOUT iiT .. WELL ii GOTTA GO FiiNiiSH GETTiiNG READY .. DUN FORGET TO SHOW SUM LOVE !! *MUAH*

OH ii GOT A NEW XANGA SO GO SHOW ME SUM LOVE .. AiiGHT ??

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SATURDAii -- HEY GUYZz !! WUT iT DO HOZz ?? MAN iM SO TiRED i DUN EVEN KNO WHY .. i JUST GOT UP TOO .. WELL N E WAYZz YESTERDAY WUZz FUN ME .. MY BABiiE .. HiS LiL SiSTER ANA .. N ARTHUR'z GiRLFRiEND MARiA WENT TO DA MOViES .. iT SUCKED THO KUZz DA OTHER PPL WOULDNT SHUT UP .. DEY WERE CLAPPiNG N NUTHiN WUZz EVEN HAPPENiNG .. BUT YEA .. DEN WE SEEN FREDO_LOC ..N.. FABiAN SO WENT OUT TO EAT WiF DEM FIRST WE WENT TO JOES HOT DOGS DEN WE WENT TO COMALES .. LOL !! ..N.. DEN WE WENT BACK TO MY BABiiE'z HOUSE .. DEN WE DROPPED OFF ANA ..N.. MARiA N WE WENT CRUiSiNG FOR A LiL WHiLE .. DEN i JUST CAME HOME .. iT WUSNT EVEN DAT LATE .. BUT i WUZz KNOCKED OUT !! i DUN KNO WUT i FiNNA DO LATER .. i MiGHT KiCK iF WiF DEBO .. DAiSY .. N NiNA .. DEN i MiGHT GO OUT WiF Mi BABiiE LATER ON TONiGHT .. BUT YEA i GOTTA GO SO HiT ME UP WiF SUM LOVE .. EVEN iF U DUN KNO ME .. HAHAHA !! *MUAH*

THURSDAii -- WUT iT iS ?? ME iM JUST CHiLLiN WAiTiN FOR Mi BABiiE TO COME OVER .. N SiNCE i DUN HAVE N E THiNG ELSE TO DO i THOUGHT iD UPDATE A LiL .. OMG .. GUESS WUT ?!?!?!?! i ALREADii TOLD DEBO BUT SUM OF U DUN KNO .. NOW SUM HOZz ARE REALLY GONNA HAVE SUMTHiNG TO HATE ON !!!!! YOU GUYZz WiLL NEVER GUESS .. BUT U CAN TRY .. LOL !!! BUT N E WAYZz  i DiDNT DO SHYT TODAii EiTHER .. SKOOL WUZz FUN !! GUESS WUT ?? i DiTCHED TODAii .. SHHH .. iM NOT SUPPOSED TO N E MORE .. BUT W.E .. LOL !! i DiTCHED WiF YESENiA iT WUZz STUDYHALL BUT iT DiDNT COUNT BKUZz DA TEACHER DiDNT KNO i DiTCHED .. HEHE !! N GYM WUZz FUN WE PLAYED DODGE BALL .. iT WUZz AiGHT WATCHiN SUM HOZz GETTiN HiT iN DA FACE .. LMAO !! BUT DEN WE GOT TO SiT OUT iF WE WANTED TOO .. N ME .. ASHLEY .. N ALE .. WERE JUST CHiLLiN LiSTENiNG TO SUM MUSiC ON Mi PHONE BEiNG DUMB !! HAHAHA !! DAT WUZz FUN ME & ALE WERE JUST BEiNG STRAiGHT UP DUMB WE WERE FUNNA START JUKiN iT iN FRONT OF EVERY 1 .. LOL !! iT WUZZ FUNNY .. DEN BEFORE 8TH PERiOD WE WERE GONNA GO WHOOP SUM BUSTDOWNZz ASS !! BUT DA BiTCH GOT AWAY .. DAMN iT .. HEHEHEHE !! BUT DATZz ABOUT iT ..

WEDNESDAii -- i GOT TO LEAVE SKOOL EARLY SO DAT WUZz FUN .. BUT OTHER DAN DAT i DiDNT DO N E THiNG .. Mi BABiiE CAME OVER BUT DATZz iT .. MAN i NEED ANOTHER JOB .. BAD !! iM GOiN BROKE N Mi SUGAR MOMMA, MARi, AiNT DAT RiCH .. OH N SORRY VERO FOR HAViNG TO HANG UP LiKE DAT LAST NiGHT BUT .. U KNO WHO WUZz ON DA OTHER LiNE .. BUT iF U STiLL WANNA GO ON SATURDAY HiT ME UP WHENEVER AFTER 9 .. HEHEHEHE !! N iLL SEE iF iM GOiNG .. AiiGHT ?? DEN AFTER DAT i WUZz TALKiN TO Mi BABiiE UNTiL LiKE 1:30 .. WE WERE KNOCKED DA FUKK OUT .. LOL !!

TUESDAii -- i DiDNT DO N E THiNG .. i WENT TO SKOOL .. DAT WUZz FUN .. WE WERE TALKiN SHYT TO SUM HOZz .. N DATZz ALWAYZz HELLA FUN !! DEN Mi BABiiE CAME OVER AFTER WORK N WE CHiLLED AT Mi HOUSE .. DEN HE WENT BACK HOME N i WUZz SUPPOSED TO CALL HiM BUT i FELL ASLEEP N i ENDED UP CALLiNG HiM ALL LATE SO WE ACTUALLY SLEPT A LiL DiZz TiME .. HEHEHE !!

MONDAii --  GUESS WUT ?? Mi DAD LEFT TO FLORiDA TODAY !! SO DATZz STRAiGHT !! BUT i DiDNT DO N E THiNG JUST WAiTED FOR Mi BABiiE TO GET OUT OF WORK .. DEN HE CAME OVER LiKE AT 10 ..  DEN HE HAD TO LEAVE SO HE CALLLED ME N WE HAD ANOTHER ALL-NiGHT-LONG-PHONE-CONVERSATiON .. NOT DAT i MiND AT ALL .. BUT YEA N DAT WUZz ABOUT iT .. OH N DAiSY SORRY BUT i DiDNT HAVE Mi PHONE i HAD RiCARDO'S .. BUT HE TOLD ME U LAMES CALLED .. iM J/K !!

WELL i GOTTA GO SO HOLLA AT UR GiRL .. LEAVE ME SUM LOVE .. N PROPZz !! *MUAH*

FOR THOSE WHO ALREADii KNO WUTZz GOiN ON  .. DiZz iS FOR Mii BABiiE BOii !! i LOVE U .. TE QUiERO UN CHiNGO .. Y TE ADORO !! 

                                                                     ALiCiA ..N.. RiCARDO

                                                                          EST .10.01.05.

.11.13.05.  {{SUNDAi}}

                                                                              ...:SONG: FOREVER:...

                                                                                  .::BY: NB RiDAZ::.

WUT iT DO .P.i.M.P.Zz ?? ME i HAVENT BEEN UP TO MUCH .. JUST KiCKiN iT WiF Mii BABiiE .. WELL i WUZz BORED SO i THOUGHT iD UPDATE A LiL ..

TODAi -- i HAD TO GET UP LiKE AT 9 .. i WUZz KNOCKED DA FUKK OUT !! i ONLi SLEPT LiKE 4 HOURS SO iM REALi HYPER RiTE NOW .. LOL !! i DUN KNO WUT i FUNNA DO TODAi BUT WELL SEE .. iM JUST WAiTiNG FOR Mi SiSTER TO GET OUT OF WORK .. WELL i GOTTA GO FOR NOW SO HOLLA AT UR GiRL N LEAVE ME SUM PROPZz EVEN iF U DUN KNO ME .. AiiGHT ?? LOL !! *KiSSES*

SATURDAY -- TODAi WUZz HELLA FUN !! i WENT TO Mi BABiiEz HOUSE LiKE AT 11:00 iN DA MORNiNG N i WUZz DERR UNTiL LiKE 5:30 .. iT WUZz FUN .. DUN GET N E WRONG iDEAS THO !! Mi MA WUZz LiKE "i THOUGHT U WERE GONNA STAY N LiVE OVER DERR" i WUZz LiKE "NoOo" .. i WOULDNT MiND THO .. HAHA !! BUT YEA iT WUZz KOOL .. OMG .. DiD i MENTiON Mi DAD iS LEAViNG TO FLORiDA ON MONDAi ?!?!? i MEAN iM NOT HAPPY HE'S LEAViNG .. U KNO .. LOL !! OKAY i AM .. JUST A LiL BiT THO .. HAHAHA .. BUT YEA PARTi AT Mi HOUSE !! WELL YEA DATz ABOUT iT .. DEN Mi BABiiE CALLED ME LiKE AT 12 N i STAYED ON DA PHONE WiF HiM UNTiL LiKE 3 .. BUT YEA i DiDNT DO MUCH TODAi EiTHER .. OH YEA Mi BOi JAViLOC_64 iNViTED US TO A PARTY SUM DUDE JUAN WUZz GONNA HAVE BUT i DiDNT END UP GOiN CUZz i DiDNT FiND NO WUN WHO WANTED TO GO .. SORRY JAVi !! 

FRiDAY -- i DiDNT DO MUCH i JUST KiCKED iT WiF Mi GiRL D-BO .. WE WENT TO A PARTY AT HER CRiB .. iT WUZz KiNDA FUN .. LOL !! WHO'D EVER THOUGHT .. iM GONNA BE D-BOz AUNT .. LMAO !! iM J/K {iNSiDE SECRET} BUT YEA DEN WE LEFT FROM DERR N WE WENT CRUiSiN FOR A LiL BiT N WE PiCKED UP SUM CRAzZzY NiKKAZz & WE TOOK DEM TO GET A BLUNT OR SUM SHiT .. i WUZz FUKKiN STUCK iN DA BACK HAViNG TO SMELL DAT SHiT .. NOT DAT i MiND OR N E THiNG .. BUT DEY WERENT SHARiNG .. HEHEHEHE .. iM J/P !! WELL KiNDA .. WELL YEA i CALLED Mi BOi JAVi_LOC64 BUT HE WUZzNT DOiN MUCH EiTHER .. i WUZz GONNA ASK HiM FOR A RiDE SUMWHERE BUT .. DEN i ENDED UP NOT NEEDiNG iT .. DEN i WENT HOME .. OMG .. GUESS WHO i TALKED TO ?? .. iM NOT TELLiNG YOU .. HAHA .. WELL OKAY i WUZz TALKiN TO TOTO BUT YEA WE JUST TALKED LiKE FRiENDZz .. i WUZz SHOCKED .. DEN Mi BABiiE CALLED ME AROUND 2:00 N WE WERE TALKiN FOR A MiNUTE UNTiL LiKE 3:30 .. DATZz ABOUT iT THO ..

**YALL KNO WUT iS SO FUKiN FUNNY .. STUPiD BiTCHEZz LiKE DiZz .. AHA !! DiZz HOE iS A STRAiGHT UP LAME ASS .. "YEA_iL_BEAT_YO_ASS_BiiTCH" .. HAHA .. PLEASE .. DiZz LiL MESSAGE iS FOR HER .. HOLLA BACK ..

LAUGHiNG Mi MOTHAFUCKiN ASS OFF !!!!!! UR STUPiD AS HELL .. LOL !! BUT iM PRETTY SURE U ALREADi KNO DAT HUH ?? LOOK i DUN KNO WHO U ARE .. U COULD BE DA DiCK SUCKiN AiTZA OR DA UGLY FAT ASS CORi OR DA STUPiD ASS BiPOLAR DiOCELiNA OR N E MOTHAFUKiN HATER CUZz DERRZz ALOT UP iN DiZz BiTCH  N i WOULDN'T GiVE A FUKK !! BUT ON DA REAL U NEED TO QUiT HATiN CUZz .. UMM .. iM NOT UGLY .. SORRY TO BURST UR BUBBLE .. HAHAHAHA .. N iT SHOWZz HOW MUCH U KNO ME .. iM NOT A HO EiTHER .. BUT i COULD NAME A COUPLE .. i COULD EVEN BET UR WUN OF DEM TOO .. i JUST DUN KNO WHO U R .. BUT HOW ABOUT U QUiT WASTiN UR TiME BEiNG ALL UP iN Mi BUSiNESS ?? CUZz i SEE U SPENT A LOT OF TiME DERR .. iF U DUN LiKE ME DEN DUN GO TO Mi SiTE N READ Mi SHiT .. CUZz DAT JUST SHOWS HOW iNTERESTED U R iN ME .. *SMiLE* .. i MEAN iF U GOT A DAMN PROBLEM SOLVE iT CUZz iM NOT REALLi iNTERESTED iN DA FACT DAT UR A PSHYCO BiTCH .. SORRY .. *SAD FACE* LOL !! OH N GUESS WUT ?? iM STiLL LAUGHiNG Mi MOTHAFUKiN AZZ OFF !!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA ..

                                                             DA 1 N ONLi DAT U ENVi,

                                                                                          ALiCiA

N GO AHEAD N TALK ABOUT Mi BABiiE BUT i BET U WANT HiM TOO .. iTZz JUST TOO BAD HE MOST LiKELY WONT BE LOOKiN UR WAY .. HE'LL BE LOOKiN Mi WAY .. UR NiKKA PROLLY WiLL TOO .. AHA !! *MUAH*

                                                                    HER SMiLE TURNED FAKE
                                                               HER LAUGH C0VERED UP TEARS
                                                       iT WAS ALL T0 MUCH F0R HER T0 TAKE
                                              SHE ALWAYS ACTED LiKE N0THiNG WAS WR0NG
                                                      EVEN WHEN SHE HATED BEiNG AL0NE ..

AS i LAY THERE iN YOUR ARMS i DREW THE LETTERS
i LOVE YOU ON YOUR BACK // THiNKiNG YOU WERENT PAYiNG ATTENTiON // THEN YOU LOOKED AT ME && SAiD i LOVE YOU TOO  <33

.. i CANT TALK TO YOU ANYMORE
iTZz NOT THAT iM MAD AT YOU
iTZz JUST THAT WHEN i TALK TO YOU
i REALiZE HOW MUCH i LOVE YOU
AND WHEN i REALiZE HOW MUCH
i LOVE YOU i REALiZE i CANT HAVE YOU 
AND THAT JUST MAKEZz ME
LOVE YOU EVEN MORE ..

TELL ME YOU'VE HAD TROUBLE SLEEPiNG .. THAT YOU TOSS && TURN FROM SiDE TO SiDE .. THAT iTZz Mii FACE YOU SEE iN YOUR DREAMZz AT NiGHT .. TELL ME THAT YOU WAKE UP CRYiNG && YOU'RE NOT EXACTLY SURE WHY .. TELL ME THAT SOMETHiNG iS MiSSiNG iN YOUR LiFE .. TELL ME THAT YOU LiVE TO BE WiF ME && THAT FOREVER iS NOT ENUFF .. TELL ME THAT YOU'VE WAiTED ALL YOUR LiFE TO SEE ME .. THAT YOU WANT SO BADLY TO BELiEVE iN US .. TELL ME iTZz NOT JUST ME ..

                      DEAR TUMMiE ..
               SORRY FOR DA KNOTS
                  DA FRONT FLiPS AND
         DA BUTTERFLiES BUT iTZz ALL
                    HiS FAULT -- i SWEAR

                         I T00K A RIDE T0 THE CITY,
                    HAD T0 GET 0UT 0F THIS PLACE.
                      I JUST CAN'T STAND THE PITY
              WHEN THE TEARS FALL D0WN MY FACE.

ME & Mi GiRLZz WERE SENT FROM HEAVEN
i BACK DEM UP 24/7
iF U MESS WiF ME, DEM, OR Mi CREW
DAMN BiTCH !! iD HATE TO BE YOU !!

iF i WUZz DROP DEAD GORGEOUS, PERFECT, & i COULD HAVE N E GUY i WANTED .. iD STiLL PiCK YOU ..  

.. iTZz YOU
iTZz ALWAYZz BEEN YOU
&& iTZz ALWAYZz GOiN TO BE YOU ..

ONE OF THE TOUGHEST PARTS 
OF LiFE iS DECiDiNG WHEN TO
GiVE UP OR TRY HARDER`*

THE MORE GUYZz ii MEET
THE MORE i REALiZE i
ONLii WAN TO BE WiF U <3

SAYiNG GOODBYE iS NOT DA HARDEST PART OF BREAKiNG UP .. 
iTZz SAYiNG HELLO AGAiN THE NEXT DAY & REALiZiNG HE'S 
A TOTALY DiFFERENT PERSON . . </3

,-.,.-,
`·.·´
i THiiNK iLL GO ANTi-LOVE  
WHO REALLY NEEDZz iT ??
BUTTERFLiES iN DA TUMMY
HEARTS SKiPPiNG BEATS
THAT CANT REALii BE SAFE ..

DEAR GiRL,
i THiNK iTZz TiME FOR YOU TO JUST LET GO OF HiM. HE HAS HURT YOU N ME TOO
MUCH .. JUST LET DA MEMORiES FADE .. iT'S TiME TO LEAVE HiM BEHiND .. i KNO iT WiLL BE HARD BUT iTZz
 FOR DA BEST .. TRUST ME .. JUST KEEP TRYiNG...
LUV ALWAYZz
YOUR HEART <3

boy: DO YOU STiLL LiKE ME ??
Girl: i DUN KNO ..
Boy: WELL iTZz A YES OR NO QUESTiON ..
Girl: i DUN KNO, iM SO CONFUSED.
Boy: OH ..
Girl: BUT WHY DOES iT MATTER? YOU HAVE A NEW GiRLFRiEND AND YOU'VE MOVED ON.
Boy: JUST BECAUSE i HAVE A NEW GiRL iT DOESNT MEAN i DUN STiLL LOVE YOU..

& i HOPE AFTER YOU'VE SEEN DAT Mi HEART HAS HEALED
iM NOT CRYiNG N E MORE & iVE EVEN MOVED ON
DAT YOU'RE SiTTiNG ALONE WONDERiNG  "WHY ON
EARTH DiD i EVER LET HER GO ??"

EVENTUALLY EVERY GUY TURNS OUT DA SAME
THEY'RE JUST JERKS WHO MAKE YOU CRY
YOU GOTTA DRY YOU'RE TEARS 
FiX YOU'RE HEART & MOVE ON FOR DA NEXT GUY  
DAT WiLL BE EXACTLY DA SAME
AS DA REST OF THEM

YOU KNO SUMTiMEZz PEOPLE PLAY HARD TO GET TO FiND OUT WHETHER  THE OTHER PERSON REALLY CARES .. <3

i MiSS U MORE
JUST HEARiNG UR VOiCE
BUT DATZz ALL WE'VE GOT
WE HAVE NO CHOiCE
iF i COULD HAVE
JUST WUN DREAM COME TRU
iD DREAM A DREAM
DAT i COULD BE WiiF U <3

WANTED:
1 BOi WHO WiLL MAKE Mi DREAMS COME TRU ..
1 BOi WHO WiLL LOVE ME NO MATTER WUT i DO ..
SUM 1 DAT i CAN HUG .. WHO WONT BREAK Mi HEART ..
SUM 1 WHO WiLL KNO HOW TO TREAT ME RiTE FROM DA START ..
iF U CAN FUFiLL Mi WiSHES, PLEAZzE --
LET ME KNO ..

BEST FRiENDZz UNDERSTAND WHEN .. U SAY "FORGET iT"
U SAY "JUST A MiNUTE" .. DEY WAiT FOREVER
U SAY "LEAVE ME ALONE" .. & DEY STAY
& OPEN DA DOOR BEFORE
U SAY "COME iN"

& i FiNALLY REALiZED DAT iM NOT
iN LOVE WiF U ANYMORE ..
i WAS iN LOVE WiF DA MEMORiES <3

^^^ DATZz FOR Mii XXBF ^^^

 i CAN FORGiVE BUT NOT FORGET
& i HOPE U KNO U LOST Mi  
[ R E S P E C T ]

DUN CRY FOR A LOSS .. GOD NEVER TAKES ANYTHiNG WiTHOUT REPLACiNG iT .. <3

NO i DUN MiSS U .. i MiSS WHO i THOUGHT YOU WERE .. i MiSS DA GUY WHO USED TO BE DERR FOR ME ERRYDAY .. DA WUN WHO CHASED ALL Mi FEARS AWAY N TOLD ME ERRYTHiNG WUZz GOiNG TO  BE OKAY .. THAT'S DA GUY i MiSS .. i CANT MiSS U .. i DUN EVEN KNO WHO U ARE N E MORE .. 

iTs NOT UP TO ME N E MORE
iF U WANT ME iN UR LiFE
YOU'LL FiND A WAY TO PUT ME DERR ..

SOMEONE ASKED ME, "WHY DO YOU LiKE HiM SO MUCH?
BUT BEFORE i COULD EVEN REPLY, Mii BESTFRiEND PUT HER HAND OVER Mii MOUTH & SAiD,
 "DUN EVEN GET HER STARTED." <3